自欺欺人

Sometimes I tell myself and other people things I don't really believe. Example: "Every post on this blog must be in Chinese." Whoa, really?! Who comes up with these stipulations?

Somehow I think that if I'm going to have any control in my life, it will come in the form of rules and regulations that will put a rein on my thoughts and behavior. Doesn't always work. I think this is one of the reasons why I don't always want to talk with and listen to God--He tells me to stop wanting to control everything; stop robbing people, including myself, of truth.

[deep breath]...Okay guys, this blog doesn't have to all be in Chinese. Okay okay, not the best example. <-- and I believe that!